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Your's
a_rauf

ya ruukhi wa khayaatii (bidadari surgaku-The Fikr)

like a poems part 2

 

di-iri-ku

 

clip_image001[10]sini sendiri berharap ada yang menghampiri

disetiap sudut jiwaku pergi tanpa mengenal diri

ditemani angan yang tak kuasa berdiam untuk mengebiri

disaat itu terlintas untuk menanggalkan semua pribadi

diselingi asa yang terpenggal menyeruak perlahan mati

 

clip_image001[4]sau rasa hatiku sudah tak lagi bersendi

rintihan semua peminta di semesta alam sakti

ringkih jasadku membawa sejuta hal yang tak pasti

riuhnya sorak penjaja memekakan telinga petinggi

risalah yang menjadi tuntutan tak lagi ditapaki

 

clip_image001[6]ngkuh memang apa kata orang egoku

alihkan semua keteguhan pandangan arifku

amini semua bisikan nafsu bejad birahiku

alirkan ruang gerak bagi semua pesaingku

ayal semesta raya memenggal isi kepalaku

 

clip_image001[8] yang terbebas telah hilang batas

kucumbui semua keburukan dengan lepas

kusemat dosa setiap penggila aras

kusimpan bejana dusta tanpa dibilas

kutakdirkan di-iri-ku agar terhempas

 

tetapmu

biarkan semua cahaya masa itu ada didirimu

hanya sebatas itu kuberharap

walaupun semua senyuman sumir kan kutemui nanti

ditatapmu hilang entah kemana arah perginya berlalu

sering memang kumemohon kepadamu

laksana anak kecil aku merengek dibuatnya

pelukan hangat sebentar kurindukan

dikala nyanyian sendu itu terus menerus kamu dendangkan

menghampiriku

 

kutinggalkan semua ciri didiri

kutanggalkan baju-baju

agar semua tidak mengenaliku jelas

tetapi tetap saja nama itu memanggil

diatapmu kupancangkan semua pasak

setiap sudut satu persatu kusatukan

hingga kutemui bentuk itu

tersusun sempurna dengan bingkainya

abaiku kusebarkan kesemua waktu

sampai aku menemukan apa arti semua

karena dengan begitu aku sadar

ditetapmu kubisa bersandar

 

 

tertidurku saat kamu bangun dengan mata terlelapmu

kamu melihatku dengan mataku

kecupku menyentuh dahimu tapi tak kurasakan teduhmu

kamu berbicara dengan mulutku

bisikku menyeruak ditelingamu tapi tak terdengar gemamu

kamu melambai dengan tanganku

jemariku menyambutmu tapi tak kutemui aku menyentuhmu

kamu berlari dengan kakiku

tapakku menjejakan bumimu tapi tidak tampak berubahmu

kamu mendekat dengan badanku

dekapku menghangatkanmu tapi tak kurasakan nyamanmu itu

 

mabuk denganku

angkat cawan tinggi-tinggi

tuangkan lagi air surga

tabuh genderang biar bertalu

suarakan pekik pada dunia

rayakan semua kesenangan ini

 

mari sambut tanganku menari

larutkan kita disetiap alunan

hiasi semesta dengan riuhan kita

lubangi langit-langit dengan cahaya

getarkan semesta dengan pesta kita

 

rengkuh harum badan ini

biarkan semua sisi disusuri

peras semua rasa yang terkokang

kita nikmati bercinta titik demi titik

jangan biarkan ayal itu menyetubui

 

tinggi kita rasakan mendaki

melayang jauh kesinggasana

biarkan kita tetap tidak sadar

karena dengan begitu kita tahu

hidup kita bisa hanya dari situ

mylovely nephew

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