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a_rauf

(Posting Tanpa Judul)

peminta hendak pulangkan sebongkah asa

hari-hari bahagianya menjauh sudah, meronta bak ingin ditangisi

dalam belukar terhimpit sejuta derita musykil

gemetar gamang dengan sambut lembut tangan bidadari

teringat saat dijamunya dengan cawan kuning keemasan dirumah coklat ketua’an

penjaga tebarkan segala pengendali seolah tergenggam rapi, saling menopang

waktu itu, tidak tahu besok pelangi berwana apa

dimalam sepertiga akhir dari pinggiran pondok-pondok kecil temaram menghiasi

terdengar doa-doa abadi pendosa menggemuruh kelangit-langit pemimpi

tanpa tahu Tuhannya akan mengampuni

terus saja caci mustahil itu mengalir

umpatan-umpatan memecah kebekuan seakan serasi disemua lini

kemudian dibuat hina keesokan harinya

biar terlihat dikasihani bukan disegani apalagi dihormati

lalu mengharap derma

menghiba pada semua penista

begitu dan begitu saja seterusnya

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jejak bijak seolah dituangkan dalam relung kelabunya waktu

diselipkannya buah plum dibibir cawan peraknya

bukan penanda hujan dihiasinya lagi payung kecil warna-warni

berteduh dibawah pohon kurma yang berubah menjadi pohon anggur

semua bersuka cita dalam imannya pencipta mahluk

mulut berbusa puja

disusunnya tumpukan tali dikepala seraya jari terus memutar menari

diceramahinya semua pendosa biar terbungkuk

seakan cinta perlu guru……..

dan rindu benci pengganggu

nasehat-nasehat abadi rasul dilontarkan sambil sesekali diciumnya tanda kaki burung jalak

terdengar dentingan bunyi gelasnya beradu

sementara darah merah terus mengalir menempel ditembok-tembok ratapan

apa bedanya dongak kepala dengan tanda hitam dua didahi

dogma-dogma disuapi, dihisap dan dijejali

semua stigma para pendungu dianutnya

risalah yang dibuku-buku

penyempurna, pengembala, penjejak nirwana dan pemuja dewata malu dibuatnya

astaghfirullah aku memang pendosa

tapi tidak pernah sama sekali sempat terlintas di otakku untuk memenggal semua isi kepala para sophia

terlebih memaksakan cahaya seperti pembawa lentera

aku bukan pembelah samudera, nakhoda bahtera, penjagal, penguasa bahasa, juragan niaga

bukan pula penghisap air susu maria

apalagi pemuja kata

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serigala malam hanya memanggil kawan

hanya dari bau-baunya dia menandai

tidak perlu ditakuti begitu juga burung gagak abu-abu

bunyinya seolah umpatan padahal pelayanan

mengabdi dengan kasih sayang

memang tintanya belum terisi

bejananya belum disiangi

tempurungnya belum disirami

serakah jika hisab nasib begitu cepat dimengerti

jelaganya sedang pelan, terus dipaksa dimampatkan disisi

walaupun mulut terkunci, jiwanya bisa saling berbagi

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AAAH…AKU HANYA MERACAU :(

~)(~

wow wow, what gonna hell happen in here.,.,!?!?

do u burn somethings? smell isn’t good,,,it’s gettin hot,

take in easy….it isn’t what ur think

ok i’m a bad guy and i already to crushin every ‘goodness’ in this f**kin world

ready 2 take my act?!?! even i know the time where i’ll gonna be a looser, coz i’m like a boomer

but  i don’t need a white flag n i’v 1 bulletclip_image001[8], so do not miss the chance to blow it’s opportunity one shot, face it!!(eminem verses)

 

(+ ROUUUUUUUP.,.,WHAT ‘R’ U DOING !?! IT’S TIME TO PRAY….)

( - mommy.,…….  please gimme a second,,,i still wanna play on my widely grey )

( + HEEEY,,,,,!!!)

( - okey )  

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