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disesali diri

hitam tidak diperuntukan dibagi-bagi

dinisbatkan diri segalanya begitu

membiarkan kelam membelit melingkar

tertutupi dari bilah-bilah cahaya

menempel pekat disetiap saat

laku lampah dan sumpah serapah

menjadi jumawa yang terbaca mata

menyeruak kemuka

menjadi ghibah bagi mulut-mulut pencerca

diulangi lagi begitu dan bagitu seterusnya

titik balik tafakkur menurutnya terlalu udzur

tidak lebih baik terlambat untuk tahu selamat

teringat seperempat abad lebih disia-siakan

seonggok penyesalan datang sulih mengisi

menyiangi, menepi dan mengebiri

 

 

himmatul aliyah

himmatul aliyah adalah pendakian

sebuah fragmen kecil dalam bingkai metamorfosa

bersendikan keagungan

didapatinya dari segala hina

angkuh ditanggalkan dijatuhkan disembarangan

dengan ratap tetap menatap

membisu mulut ber-ibu abu

dipelintirnya juga tali dusta

seolah dibuang

lalu berkejar-kejaran ditikam berkali-kali

terus timbul tenggelam bagai seonggok kayu

menari dalam syirah samudera tuna

tidak malam tidak siang

lalu terpinggirkan ditepian

diam tenang tanpa malu seolah besila

mulai kaki jari tertancap kuat kedasar

ditariknya semua hasrat

lalu tumbuh batang beradu

dituainya sari pati

direguknya bumi wangi

disuguhkan dalam bahasa kepasrahan

hingga ditemukan arti sebuah keyakinan

di ujung khayya…

lembut halus terdengar dikatanya

 

dengan masaku dibukumu

wahai sisa-sisa waktu yang mendera

walaupun akan binasa catat dalam bukumu

aku pernah ada

memenuhi disetiap carik lembaranmu

dengan banyak tema dan makna

tidak peduli hitam bersama putih beradu, berseteru

jangan kau usangkan

hingga tidak tampak lagi sampul dipelindungmu

garis bawahi disetiap judul

tandai semua bait

biarkan masa sesuka hati mengeja kata demi kata

jalan panjangku yang sudah tertempuh

cerita hidupku yang terungkap dan yang tetap tertutup rapat

tidak untuk prasasti apalagi bukti abadi

hanya sekedar menyimpan bukan mengabarkan

‘sepertiga hidupku hanya dihabiskan untuk merindu ’

harap semoga

aku tetap menantimu sampai waktu tak berhitung detik

mendambamu sehangat pagi menerima mentari

merindumu selembut malam menyambut bulan

akankah semua ini hanya menjadi angin lalu

dimana kamu sekarang seolah lenyap ditelan alam

semua apa yang aku pinta

hanya menyibak sementara dipinggiran kulit muka

aku tetap menghiba tegur sapa diwaktu subuh itu

kamu membangunkanmu begitu juga aku

kita saling mengerti, berbagi dan berbenah diri

satu sama lain untuk saling mengingatkan disaat lalai

aku tahu waktu yang bersalah tidak pernah mau disalahkan

begitu cepat dia berjalan tanpa melihat kebelakang

dan dia tidak pernah bisa berputar kembali keawal tujuan

untuk semua itu aku cukupkan rinduku hanya untuk dikenang

sampai nanti tidak ada lagi langit yang menaungi

buntang gemintang yang menghiasi

semoga,…..

 

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