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pint(u)(a)ku

akan tetap seperti itu

seperti cerita yang belum selesai

mereka kalah tapi tidak berdarah

hidup mati membawaku jauh

dan akhirnya serasa sulit untuk menjadi aku

semunya pendulummu biru pengganti kalbu

akan qadha dan taqdir yang terus menyisir

Tuhan, benarkah aku akan terus dalam peraduan ?

dalam buaian telapak tangannya yang palsu

karena ditiap guratannya jelas jalan hidupku

aku memang bukan nyanyian  mulut baghawan

dalam kesempurnaan nada dan rima

setakut panggilan lain dari jiwaku bertalu

menunggu ajal dan akan tetap berjibaku

diantara pinta-pintu yang sempurna

tapi mungkinkah ketika satu pintu tertutup,

pinta lain akan pasti terbuka ?

apakah aku selalu melihat dan menyesali pinta

tertutup tersebut terlalu lama berjeda?

hingga tidak melihat pintu lain terbuka

serendipity

aku berlari mengejar dekat malamku untuk menutupi jauh siangmu

hingga siangku tertinggal terang seraya membuka gelap malammu

tidak ada diragaku laki-laki tidak juga ada dijiwamu perempuan

yang ditemui ada hanya cinta yang wajar dan takdir yang bergetar

bersiaplah untuk menemukan petunjukNya diperjalanan kita nanti

IX : XI

disimpang antara kepuasan nikmat syurga bagi paling takwa kita

dan dijelang kepahitan sakit neraka bagi tuna pendosa kita 

ketahuilah akan sia-sia saja dengan menyangsikan balasanNya

karena kita sudah diperingatkan dengan yang menyala-nyala

dan ingatlah kilauan tidak bertemu permata bila kita kalang rata

XII

perjalananmu yang beralur bukan pengganti celakaku yang teratur

jelaslah akan terukir keridhaan Tuhan kita yang nun maha luhur

untuk sekedar berlaku benar dari kita pasti akan dapat futukhNya

lalu diterbangkannya jiwa-jiwa yang terang, yang tenang, yang menang

diusainya merah menyeka senja, diusia ufuk menyibak uzur fana

XI

saat sadarmu harus bersimpuh duduk, pasti ubunku tidak bertanduk

ditubir semua sihir pendusta mata dan disyair lingir pembual telinga

kumuntahkan bangkai penista disiraminya leburanmu suluh neraka

Tuhan.,. hanya dengan Engkau aku dan kamu menderma

dan tidak selain dengan Engkau aku dan kamu menerima

MMXI

sepasti masa akan kulantangkan semua suara pengikat janji suci

ditahunmu kentara pasti tidak seribu atau duaribu jelas kutiti

disiangi diantara perca laknat hingga terus disatukan cerca harap

diakhirnya tiba cuma kutitip pejaman mata, kutitik lingkaran hasta,

sampai-sampai kutitih seonggok bujuran semua selangka 

~

aku mau,

aku tahu,

aku malu,

aku sakit,

tapi aku ragu mati terlilit

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